End of 2011

It's the end of 2011. Time flies, and i'm sure you agree. So at the end of each year, I usually think back of my resolutions in January and see how much I've accomplished, then make new ones next year.

I'm back from checking my older post in January and I found this:

"No resolutions this year. haha wait, actually I do, but i'll keep them private :P heheee. it's not a lot, but it sure does means a lot :) hope to achieve them very soon."

Hmm, I dont remember what they are. haha but to sum up my 2011, I wouldn't say it's a great year for me. Usually, each year will be better than the last, but not this year. I have not achieved extraordinary things, I have not succeed in a lot of things, I do not have memorable memories.

Oh, I am so wrong :)

As I was typing those sentences, i suddenly thought of the new things i have tried, I succeeded in some things and I do have memorable memories. My year was revolving around my uni life last year; this year, my life has revolved around church. That's the good thing about writing, God will speak to me, memories will just remind me and my heart will be calling out to me.

Things that I am glad about this year, first to say is that I joined Usher ministry in church :) I've grown in my ministry, not too much, but not little as well. In this half a year, my love and ownership of the church has been growing continuously. I learnt a lot too! I should practice on ushering in the presence of God. Think less of the system and myself, and think more of other people and put them first.

Usher Team :)

I also speak more to people, less shy. Trying to keep my friends. I joined Keith's bible study (Can't wait to learn from him again), Lee Choo's discipleship group, I even preached my first sermon in front of other people and lead worship! I am also growing in cell group, getting busy with this and that. I had my difficult times, but slowly overcoming it and now i'm a happy girl again :)

Jason's Graduation :)

I get to know a lot more friends, mostly from church as well :) I get to know Desmond, my dear boyfriend for 2 months. I always think that the theme for our story is "fate". I may not know if now is the correct time or not, but I will try my best, because meeting and getting to know him has been such a wonderful journey :) We may have our conflicts, because we are both quite dominant, haha. But then again, I want guys who has leadership, unavoidable ya? He is currently in Japan, come back soon! >:( 

Desa Park City <3

Let's see, what else.. I went to a lot of places! hehe Genting with cell group, Malacca with Wesha, Nexus+Tuaran+Crocodile farm with Alex and Wenjye, Petrosains, look-out point, i-city, one night trip to Genting out of randomness, almost every mall with Desmond, Tawau to visit my cousins.

Our first time holding a snake, freaked out xD

Genting for Jason's birthday :)

Malacca :)

My adorable adorable cousins! <3

Oh my cousins, i love them so so so much! My favourite is the youngest one! CUTE TO THE MAX! Can you imagine missing her till I actually cried? haha on Christmas, I was webcaming with them and I was so happy till tears actually fell. haha They are all so good.. 

Hmm, I did well for my foundation. hehe exam is next week, and I hope that I can really do well to keep my standard. I've actually become so much lazier, but then i try not to let that disappoint my parents.

Summary of the year? haha not quite, a very brief summary maybe. I had my ups and downs, and now i'm awaiting what 2012 has for me.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

- Carmen