Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Saying

Your touch, your hug, your warmth.
More than enough, easily satisfied.

Presentation today. I totally FREAKED OUT. I think because I kept messing up my lines and i dont want to pull others down with me. I was nervous, to the max. No confidence, cause I couldnt remember what to say. In the end I just read from the slides. I wanted to ask for a hug, from anybody because it'll make me feel better. I was even tempted to ask anyone who passed by when I was sitting alone outside the class, which were Noel and Jia Rong, but I didnt, cause they will freak out. In the end no hugs from anyone. hahaha but thank you Noel, Hariz and Kunal for comforting me. Noel doesn't know actually, it was because of his simple words that he just said without intention, I know I'm not alone. Hariz and Kunal who tried to calm me down. And Kunal even wrote this note "YOU CAN DO IT!" on a paper and showed it to me when I was standing in front. All these little things, I felt blessed :)

Tomorrow English, I think I wouldnt be as nervous as today. Don't know what got into me today. Head wasn't straight.

Leng zai or not leng zai, i'm interested in knowing moree ;) no limitations.


qiiuuuuttt <3

-Carmen

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