"Progressing" xD
hehe, yes i'm trying! Prayed about it, and I can feel something. It's not strong enough yet, but continue to trust and have faith. hehe I know, one day I can do it! :)
Anyways, just found out yesterday that today is suppose to be the end of the world. haha I'm still alive, and we all still are. :P I went out hang kai today, san san xin. After an hour or more then I went to sit down, eat, and wrote my journal. hehehe not finished yet though, cause i have to go church after a while.
"Next time if i go on a holiday, I want to stay at a place like this!"
"Of course, me too." :)
Today's sermon by ShaoHen was good :) hehe he taught us that every problem is something that leads us to success, behind every problem, there is a lesson to be learnt. If your problem keeps coming back to you, that means you have not learn your lesson yet, and God is going to make it keep coming back to you, so that you will learn and move on to the next level. Be creative and faithful when solving your problems, and thankful too! Because by having problems means that you are on the pathway to success :D
Be creative, be a problem solver! :) But I have not much problems to solve. Now my main focus and main problem is YOU!
Sometimes, you can only trust your journal. It won't judge, and it'll always just accepts whatever you say. It won't make you feel worst like how people might. At times, it's better that only you know, don't even bother telling anyone. Either they just listen for the sake of it, they don't care or they'll say things that will not make you feel any better. Complain to your journal, tell your secrets and how you feel. It won't judge like how they did; like how he and she did.
At times, I said what I said is not so you would feel pity for me. At times, I do not want your advice or what so ever. I'm being honest, and tell a truthful answer. But that's it, no more. Sometimes, I don't want to talk about it, i dont want you to tell me what to do, or tell me how i've changed, or even tell me what wrong i've done or how you would do it. Nope. But everyone's like that. Even myself to others.
But then again, why tell others in the first place?
Used to think telling and expressing to people is very good. Guess my mindset has changed. Seen too much, know too much, hurt too much, disappointed too much. Nobody but yourself :) I'm sure everyone experienced that :)
It didn't ring.
-Carmen
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