Songs

how come so many nice songs all of a sudden??? currently loving owl city. hahaha oh darling i wish you were here.

and current fav song, Smile by Uncle Kracker.. I keep listening to it over and over and over and over again.. and still can listen to a hundred more times.. hahaha XD

you make me smile like the sun =D

btw, fixed campaign ended for me ady, now i can sleep earlier and stress free liao xD

words cant explain how i feel.. i miss you soo much oh =( do u even remember me?

--carmen

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Stress ohh.. sleeping soooo late everynight..
i havent been so busy for a very long time, never actually..
but it felt good :D at least i have something to do.
just hope that it's not this much..

i'll feel so much better after tomorrow..

STRESS OH!! tomorrow, i for sure cannot breathe the whole morning.. hehe

-carmen

=3

I miss you, so long already since i last talked to you.
I want you, so long already since we last went out.
I trust you, when you told me that it was nothing.
I adore you, when i see you doing your things seriously.
I tolerate, even when you did something i really hate.
I wait for you, to ask me out, to call or just to text.
I cant take my eyes off you, but i look away when you saw me.
I dont mind even if i had to wait few hours for you to be free.
I let you to have fun with your best friend, while wishing you would do the same to me.
I always think back about what we had done, and it always make me smile.

I think maybe, . .... ...

-carmen

Ohhh myyy,

what did you do to me?
I cant take my eyes off you.
hahaha you attract me in a very weird way..

Good luck! :D after sports day then you'll be more free..
hehehe hopefully? XD

iimiissyouu

-carmen

=O

wahhh, so speechless..
i read this girl's blog kan, terus become speechless oh..
hahaha so funny XD not to be disrespectul lah, but very funny that she thinks that way..
seriously my first time oh..
I hope i'm not like that.. i'd be so scared of myself..
so... funny... hahahahahaha

people, dont be too perasan lah.. haha
keep it to yourself..

I am also very perasan actually. XD
so I better shut up. haha

-carmen

Leadership Camp

I am back from the leadership camp in Kota Belud!! hehe that's my plans for the weekend. How was it? it was GREAT!! heheeh apart from some things lah..

I had a lot of fun.. haha
1. everyone sitting at the corridor in front of my room (the reason for starting this is because guys cannot go into girl's room and vice versa)

2. Ostrich village emo club.

3. Go hantu hauting with jon and miah but ended up stargazing with everyone

4. Working with my group which is A with Edrea, Sam, Aqilah, Fang Tian, Peter, Rahman and David.

5. Got scared to death by the morning call. hahaha

6. Workshops and games are interesting. again also working with my group.

7. Met new people.

8. Being the narrator for the drama presentation. haha XD

9. Had fun on the bus. Going there I sat with Jon and Wenjye, going back I sat with miah whom i dont know why is so clumsy today with me. hahaha XD dont kill me ah jeremiah. We played blinking mafia, and watched them play cards.

10. Sing Songs!! :D

Downside?
1. I showered with brown dirty water on the first day. Thank God, that the water became cleaner the 2nd day.

2. The food, not nice lah...

3. My tilam not comfy. hahaha XD

4. Cockroaches!!

5. Sometimes nobody lepak with me. haha

6. Lights out at 11pm? Not enough time to hang out if we want.

Overall (hahaha i've learnt about the 6 thinking hats. haha i've just used the white hat(facts), yellow hat(positve), black hat(critisize), blue hat(overview) and red hat(emotions). hahaha XD go me!! the only hat i didnt use is the green hat(creativity). Dont get it? tulah, didnt go camp. hahahaha) it was awesome lah.. my first time to a camp like this and i had fun.

-carmen

hmm..

tidak suka pun...
=/